On Teachers and Teaching
08.18.10My fellow photographer Art Streiber, that paradox of fierce competitor and boundlessly generous friend, proposed my name to the Santa Fe Photo Workshop some time ago. So it was my recent, great pleasure to go out to Santa Fe and spend a week under dramatic summer skies, thunder and lightning, rain and sunshine, leading a workshop I called ‘The Fashion Portrait’. Those two words seem to best describe the work I do now. I don’t exist in the rarified world of fashion, where photographers live and die for the “it” girl of the moment, the shoe, the bag, the dress. But every shoot I do is with a stylist, a hairdresser, a make up artist and what I do know about fashion is called upon every shoot. But finally I hope I am making a portrait. The distinction is a fashion photograph is an image where the model is at the service of the clothes, a portrait is in some way revealing of the subject, and certainly the photographer.
The Santa Fe Photographic Workshop was created by Reid Callanan in 1990 after he’d spent 14 years with the Maine Workshop. He came to Santa Fe, seduced by the beauty of the place, thinking he’d run workshops in the summer and ski all winter. Now the workshops are year round and he tells me there’s no time for skiing.
For several reasons, it is unlike any place I have ever been. SFPW shares a campus with an order of Carmelite nuns. Two externs who deal with the world in any way needed, and 14 women who have taken a vow of silence. They live behind a high and enclosing garden wall and are essentially invisible to the world. Reid told me he occasionally retreats to their chapel during the day for a quiet moment. And on rare times has heard them singing their prayers through the screen that separates the public from the women of the convent. There is no doubt that the rigor and atmosphere of the nuns retreat pervades the feeling on campus. (As Reid, put it, not entirely joking, “they’re praying for us.”) During my week in Santa Fe, though we shot on location in a now closed penitentiary (shudder, how small the cells. I understood how a man could go in ‘bad’, and come out a wild animal), a Masonic lodge and an Arabian Stud horse ranch, and saw the requisite amount of scantily clad girls and model wildness, there is on campus an air of devoutness that cannot be denied.
The first evening the incoming workshop participants and teachers gather, Reid makes a firm point; this will be a week devoted to making photography. And he strongly discourages what we now accept as normal social behaviour, the constant sending and receiving of calls, e-mails and texts via cell phone. And after that first evening, I never saw a phone in anyone’s hand, aside from course assistants calling ahead to confirm locations and handle specific production details. Surely people made calls unseen by me, (who of us doesn’t feel momentarily exempt, “I need to get this!” and succumbs to the pressing needs of the world) but I never saw it. That will give you some notion of the seriousness of the participants and their commitment to a week of their work. I joked about this before presenting the best of our workshop’s photographs at the end of the week. But it was quite seriously disorienting, and finally wonderful, to be living again in a time before cell phones took over the world.
I had 14 students in my class from 25 years old to 60. They had come from as far away as Paris, Hawaii, Abu Dhabi, Peru. I came to love them all. Each day began with a discussion of topics I had prepared to give my class an overview of my approach to work; my list of the ‘Masters’ of Fashion Photography, Lighting with different equipment in different circumstances, the influence of Cinematography, Creating a “story”, presenting your story to clients, promoting your work, choosing a location, working in the studio, finding inspiration and the never ending challenge of remaining inspired. We met every day at 8am after a dining hall style breakfast for the entire workshop, I critiqued their work from the day before (which they had edited down to their 8 favorite images late in the evening or earlier in the morning), I led practical demonstrations on finding my way into a shot, lighting it, developing a rapport with a model, furthering the point of the photograph, letting technique serve the image rather than dominate it. Then everyone grouped up and shot in teams rotating the photographer, the assistant, the stylist and general helper. Everyone contributed to each others work, heard their partners ambitions and did all they could to help them achieve them.
I loved my class because they succeeded, they failed, they cheered each other on, they listen to me waffle on, we had a lot of laughs and a few tears. I teased Reid at the end of the week that what he was really running was a workshop for personal transformation, thinly veiled as a photo workshop. I had complete strangers approach me in the dining room daily and share their breakthroughs with photographs they had been working on for days, (possibly years!) buoyant as children. Every evening of the week was accounted for but one; formal dinners to begin and end the week, faculty presenting their work to an audience of workshop participants and anyone in Santa Fe who might be curious to see professional’s work and hear them discuss it (a surprisingly big crowd), I had my class over to my place for dinner. Between the class wrapping at 6pm and the event every evening I had long conversations with my course assistants (two incredible staffers of SFPW, Sara Bielecki and Taylor Welch) debriefing after the day; who’d had a good day, a less than good day, how might we help? It was relentless. I’ve rarely worked so hard or had so much fun.
By the end of the week I was simultaneously exhausted and, as Reid had promised “filled up”. I barely took a picture all week but I was totally invested in my students work, so absolutely lived in photography. I did, on occasion hear my own voice and think “hey, that’s good advice, I should follow it.” I must admit my own work only rarely lives up to the lofty standards I held my students to. I really should take someone else’s workshop! Reid, a grey hound thin, gentle shaman of photography, (ably assisted by Renie Haiduk, his Director of Operations) has created a kind of heaven on earth for creative people and a close knit community of Instructors. All you have to do is make stuff.
I thought a lot during the week about what it means to teach and be taught. It is a generous act to really teach another person, to be patient, to care enough to impart what you hold dear. But it’s also an act of generosity on the part of the student, to listen and hear, to be really present to the moment, to allow another person to contribute to you. Finally it’s an act of reciprocity; it goes around and around. Everyone grows by the experience. And each one of us is the sum of all the teachers we have ever had.
This is from a profile in the New Yorker on Mikhail Baryshnikov by Joan Acocella. In this glimpse he has returned to Riga to perform in front of an audience of people he watched dance as a child, people he hasn’t seen since he defected to the west over a quarter of a century ago earlier. Even at the discounted admission rate he has negotiated with the state theatre by taking a nominal fee, ticket prices were beyond the means of the ballet people, whose average salary was around five hundred dollars a month. So he opened his first dress rehearsal to the opera house staff, pensioners and the ballet school. He told Acocella:
“All these people that I saw when I was young, they were some very good dancers or not that good dancers, some of them good actors, or some of them just beautiful women, or some of them were great character dancers, or some enthusiastic performers. I knew them by name, I knew their history. Half of those people are dead already, but the other half in their sixties or eighties, are sitting in that audience. And they’re all of them in me, in my body, in my brain. You know you learn to dance when you’re very young. And in subconsciousness you take pieces from every person. Even worst dancers have two moves, one move and you say ‘What was that? How did he do that?” And already it’s in you. That’s why it’s very moving- because you know, I owe them.”
So, if you love photography and need to reconnect with it, if you want to look again at what you’re doing, if you want to renew your relationship with your work or locate work you might care about more deeply, I urge you to check out Santa Fe Photo Workshops.
photo by Andrew Southam


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